Mottephobia

i have

mottephobia 

which is the fear of moths

it sounds funny and sometimes i laugh at

myself because of it but

i just had a panic attack because there was

a flippin moth!

well im basically scared of all bugs

i dont like butterflies or even ladybugs!

they just scare me!

im about as scared of moths as i am spiders

so this is what happened

im home alone

the house is dark and i am

waching my dvr of the new

pretty little liars

and bam i see a 

HUGE moth flying by the t.v

i think it will just fly away

and it does

it flies right into the blinds

and starts making all sorts of noise

which scares me

then i hear it drop to the windowsill 

and i look over and see it climbing out of the blinds

and then it starts flying at me!

so i jump up and im running around my living room and

this moth is SERIOUSLY chasing me

into the kitchen, back into the living room

and i am screaming like there is a murder after me

and im crying

IM TERRIFIED!

finally i run outside

and im in my front yard

bawling

im just a hot mess

and my neighbor is walking their dog

and they ask what happens...

it was so embarrassing! 

stupid scary moths!

also!

i have a new job opportunity!

my dad's good friend

well a good family friend of ours

(kim grover)

or as us kids call him

uncle tator

him and his son ryan (RT)

have this computer business

i honestly dont know what its called

or what they do exactly

but!

my dad was talking to them
and they want to interview me!
$20 an hour
working with people i love
yes please!
so big interview today!