a very last minute blessing

so for a while now i have been

stressing between two jobs

one that i have worked at for a year

and i love with all my heart

and the other is 

totally new and not me

but pays like crazy good!

so tomorrow is the day i start my new job right?

except i get home and check my email

and my boss from stf 

sends me an email saying 

the raise she will give me and the hours...

and its everything i have ever wanted and needed

so i go to my dad

and we talk it out

....

i call ryan

{the guy that would have been my new boss}

and i explain what happened to him

and he laughs and is way cool

and so so nice and

understanding, and then i tell

my stf boss that i will stay

and now everyone is so happy

i am so thankful for this

this one situation has made

me have to be very mature

and make some grown up decisions

and man does growing up suck

but you

HAVE to suck it up in life

sometimes your gonna have to take

that job you hate

because you have to make money

and do something with your life!

i dont know where i would be with out my job

i feel worthless when 

i dont work

even if its just one day

i am so lucky that i have a job i love so much

it was a very last minute blessing

seriously like hours away

but it came

and i am thankful