public puking

yup.

 i threw up. 

in public. 

kind of. 

here is what went down. 

so i work out with a trainer 

{dave, d-stro} 

and today at training we had 

BIGGEST LOSER D-STRO ADDITION. 

everyone split up into teams 

and we all competed in challenges.

 might i add that today i worked out with 

the uvu mens track team...intimidating much?!

 and i was the only girl...

other than carrie, dave's wife. 

so my team is killin it! 

and i was chosen for our running challenge, 

our training facility is in the pinnacle building 

down by wal mart in orem 

and ya know that huge hill that runs from wal mart up to the mall? 

yeah well we had to run 

TO THE TOP OF IT...

AND BACK! 

that was my challenge...seriously? 

we had everyone at the bottom to cheer us on 

which helped a lot. 

so i run to the top...

well sprint...

then slow down to a rather pathetic jog 

make it to the top and run back down 

[i wasnt even last! ...more like 4th] 

and it was FETCHING HOT OUTSIDE MIND YOU! 

so we finish and are standing outside 

talking on the corner of this busy street 

and out of NO WHERE

 i just run to the curb 

bend over and puke..

.in front of my team mates, wal mart, and traffic....super cute? 

ugh kill me it was awful!

 have you ever thrown up cause you ran SO HARD?! 

and after that my work out wasnt even over!

 carrie made me work out abs with her 

cause she just had her second baby....

after training i was seriously glued to my couch...

i just barley got off...only to blog. 

is it possible to wake up with a 6 pack? 

cause i swear i just might! 

anyway other than that i was having a rough time 

at work today..

.i burned 3 trays of cookies,

 made a batter we didnt need, 

and my frosting was terrible! 

i was not on my best game today. 

but it has been a pretty good day, 

not much to complain about(:

everyone needs a friend

so there is this girl, her name is kennedy. i have known her since 8th grade. we have always been friends, and over the years have often found ourselves throw together being shunned by everyone else. kennedy is the one who set me up with on of my ex boyfriends {scott} me and kennedy go way back basically. she is not perfect. she does things that drive me up the wall and such but everyone is that way. we always find ourselves going through extremely similar if not the exact same things. me and kennedy have been on and off friends...we have never been in a fight we just go through phases where we hang out a lot then not at all and so on. so one day, last month or so, i was at work and i got a call from her, that went like this

m: hello?
k: hey i was just a bekki's grave and i got a really strong impression to call you
m: ...oh thats weird
k: is everything ok?
m: {thinking to myself, when has anything been ok lately?} uhmm yeah im fine
k: are you sure?
m: *starts crying* nothing is okay
k: whats going on?
m: can we catch up over lunch sometime?
k: yeah just text me
m: k sounds good....and thanks for calling
k: i just really felt like i needed to call you
m: well i could use a friend right now
k: no kidding, me too
m: i gotta go, i will text you
k: k bye

and ever since then we've been on again. the nice thing about kennedy is we are seriously so alike, especially when it comes to boys and girl friends. we are just going through so much of the same stuff! i can tell her anything and she can relate me. its nice to have a girl friend again. and she is the friend i am going with to cali in 16 days! we both really need a girls trip. seriously kennedy has been such a blessing to me right now, she has let me pour my heart and soul out to her, she has truly been so great, i am so thankful for her, one sunday night she came and picked me up and we just drove for hours and hours talking and crying and it all lead back to bekki, and that day kennedy was at her grave and felt like she should call me. so we went and saw bekki and we KNEW bekki lead us together, that we needed each other, me and kennedy have been facing the same trials and we are trying to stick together and become the people we want to...and its so much easier to do that when you have someone who knows all the details, someone who can be your personal cheerleader, and all that good stuff. i know god hears our prayers. because i have been praying my heart out for a friend, for someone to care and understand me. and now i finally do. i love you kennedy, thanks for always being a good friend. 16 days and we will be in cali! i cant wait!

feebe the ford suckus

my car struggs like NONE OTHER! seriously. its not even funny how mad i am right now. when i first got my car like two years ago for christmas it would die whenever i hit a bump, do you know how often your car hits a bump? no freaking kidding. so me and my dad found the problem with that and fixed it ourselves. then just this summer it started to just out of no where start chugging, and puttering then DIE whenever it was hot outside. its always too hot outside its freaking summer! and i would have to pull over, let it cool off for like 5 minutes then start all over again and it would do that...all the way home from provo or worse salt lake and on top of that my ball joints are going out, and something else in the front end keeps making a scary clunking noise as well! so me and my dad take it to our good friend jeff who used to be the top dog at cleggs {some other car place we always take our cars to} so jeff has had it for a while...and he keeps thinking he has fixed it...this is the THIRD time i have gone down to "pick up my car cause its now ready" i take it for a drive aaannnnndddd its still clunking and he broke my gas gauge! ARE YOU KIDDING ME!?!?!?!? he never fixes my car, it comes back to me with a new problem every time, and ITS SOOO dirty when he gives it back and he uses all my gas! what an ass hole! im furious. i just want my car back. in perfect...er condition. what a joke. like i am extremely grateful for my car, its not the best thing no but it gets me where i need to be, it does its job for the most part and i am lucky enough to have a car of my own that my parents bought for me, i dont take it for granted at all i am just so sad and mad that its having problems...i swear i will drive like a grandma if i could just get it back!!! :(  

flattered & 20 things

tonight i was at the provo mall, attending a movie with some pals when this girl came up to me who i didnt know but she told me she loves my blog and reads it all the time! it was AWESOME! i felt so cool, seriously so we chatted up a bit and she suggested i do a post about 100 things about me. so here it is! but not 100 things...lets do like 20? i will post 20 things that i think you may not already know about me from reading my blog...something like that ..

>1. i am a die hard chocolate addict
>2. i work out 2-4 time a week with a person trainer who will be the death of me...seriously. him or the chocolate...
>3. i am 5'8''
>4. english is my favorite school subject but i dont apply it to my blog, clearly
>5. i hate salad...leafy greens in general, they give me hives
>6. i love all music except opera, blue grass, some jazz, and screamo
>7. i have the worst luck with phones...ever.
>8. my brother is my best friend...and sometimes people think we are a couple
>9. i love to read
>10. i am IN love with my job, i am a baker at the sweet tooth fairy, i know i talk about it a lot but its because i seriously love it, i love the work, everyone i work with, the customers, everything
>11. sometimes people think i am a different race because of my dark skin and hair and light eyes, its just called a tan, and hair dye. i am Swedish. but i tell people i am Chilean or something like that.
>12. i burned my left shoulder when i was 2, got 1,2, and 3rd degree burns, and a skin graph. the skin was taken from my upper left thigh, i got surgery on it again 2 years ago. its a big gnarly scar and i make up tons of stories about it. but thats the truth! ^ am i self conscious about it? yes and no...sometimes i think its cool sometimes i think its ugly.
>13. i am a daddys girl all the way, me and my mom may as well live in different galaxies
>14. i am a lover not a fighter
>15. i love reality t.v
>16. my middle name is LaVee after my great grandma. i wish it was my first name so when i meet new people i tell them that is my name sometimes
>17. i love fashion and shopping and all that good stuff, dont be surprised if this suddenly turns into a fashion blog
>18. i love playing sports, all sports, i love being active
>19. my secret to staying skinny and working as a pastry baker IS.....luck. i love food. i love sweets. i love eating yet i havent gained weight since my sophomore year in high school. but i like to think that dave {my trainer} is the real secret. maybe he is? i have no clue.
>20. my dream jobs are VS model, pro snowboarder, stay at home mom, personal trainer, entrepreneur. all so different. 

as of lately>>>

taking feeb's to the car wash

chicken & gnocchi soup TO GO

from olive garden

i LOVE this stuff 

kyle separated his shoulder at football :(

he is still a stud

my dogs are cooler than yours

plus i bet they smell worse

clearly budwiser is adorbs!

if you are reading this blog

than...

I LOVE YOU!

kennedy, jef, jaden, myself, and lance

at Utah State's crimson night party

it was SIIICCKKK 

college dances are about 17492875927x

better than high school ones hands down

but girls kept trying to recruit me into their sororities

i was like for the MILLIONTH time

I DO NOT EVEN GO HERE!

it was pretty cool though

and these guys^^^

studs.

all of them.

i guess they all served together

on their missions

or something like that

but they were all just the nicest guys

and were watching out for us girls

all night long, saving us from

old college creeps 

oh the people i have met lately..

so much fun!

but i seriously LOVE these guys

they are so so amazing

plus

{katie ashby}

the guy i am hugging

his name is lance

he reminds me SOOOOOO

much of Devin!

you would have to see him in person

but he reminds me of him SO MUCH

it was nuts i had to ask if he was related

or knew Dev

plus

more flowers for this lucky lady(:

do ya think he is into me or what?!

 

and last but not least

CALI IS IN 18 DAYS!

no freaking shiz

i am so excited!!!

Th Th Th Thursday

woke up and went to work for 7 hours

 worked by myself the WHOLE time!

 which was good cause i was crazy busy the whole time, 

but thats how i like it.

 then i came home and my mom tells me

 my brother is in the ICU

 i flip around i go right back out the door 

and call my dad. 

so at football practice...

on the first play

 he got smashed

 by two players 

and separated his right shoulder 

:( ugh at least no broken bones...right? 

poor kid. 

then i went off roading and bowling

with ma buddy survival B! haha

we made a bet for...crap

we never finished the bet but whoever won

gets...something?

so were bowling im at like 75

and he just finished his last frame at 92

and i am up again and i bowl

a strike which knocks me up to 93 somehow

and i win

wtf?

but YAY! hahaha

it was killah

happy thrusday everyone!

bleeding love

as far as i know 99.9% of people who read this blog are girls, so you can all relate to me right now...hopefully or im just crazy and you can get a good laugh out of this. so anyway yesterday was...such a rough day. i am pms-ing like NEVER before. so yesterday my friend kennedy calls me to hang out and she comes over to my house to pick me up and i get in her car and its really hot so i start CRYING! i am crying cause its hot...seriously? she is freaked out but finally through my blubbering i am able to tell her i am just pms-ing so she laughs then we get to her house and i start BAWLING! i dont even know why....and she just laughs and seriously throws a pack of midol at me then i start laughing...and crying...im such a hot mess its ridiculous. then we are in her room and out of no where i get a bloody nose? then kennedy tells me i have problems cause my period is backwards then she sings bleeding love to me and i start crying again....ugh it was such a awful day but like 4 midol later i am back to....not normal...but something close. then my friend calls and he wants to hang out so i go hang out with him and i become ULTRA MEGA BITCH. everything about him is bugging me, i cant stand him! all i can think is i hate his slochy socks, his ripped shirt, he is such a slob, i hate how he chews his gum with his mouth open, i hate his stupid laugh, i hate that he is still trying to be nice to me, i hate that he is talking to me, i hate everything about him, i hate him so much. i got so upset at him that i seriously got up and sat on the other couch and couldnt think of a legit reason to tell him why, nothing even nice like "oh i wanted to lay down" or something simple like that instead i said "this is america i can sit where i want" this is america? really. poor kid, but he just laughed and said alright. then he fixed everything by taking me to cold stone...after that i was pretty normal haha WOW it sucks being a girl! also i have ONE just ONE wisdom tooth on my lower left side that is coming in and it hurts so bad! i feel like a teething baby. and lets see what else is new....oh remember my stalker Dan? if not go read my post called my stalker returns...once again HE RETURNS! this is not a joke at all he is such a CREEP! i recently got a new phone cause my other one broke so i have seriously NO numbers i get a text that says "hey mckayla when do i get to take you out?" i reply with "who is this?" thinking its some guy i have given my number to recently, then i get a call from this number
me: hello?
stalker: hey mckayla this is dan
{i cut him off}
me: sorry you have the wrong number
stalker: no. this IS mckayla
{i cut him off again}
me: NO this is not mckayla you must have the wrong number
stalker: listen here mckayla i have been trying to take you out for over a year..
then i hang up on him and scream....
seriously? this bro has some real problems so ONCE AGAIN im going to call the cops on him. HELP ME. im seriously scared. OH and lets not forget about his follow up text
"im a BYU graduate and a self made millionare its never too late to let me take you out"
I DONT GIVE A DAMN ABOUT YOUR MONEY! you graduated college i just graduated high school! get away from me! ugh....anyway got to go cause landon is opening his mission call! and my cousin just got back from his mission today!!!(:

cali in T minus...way too long.

 

cali in 23 days.....

ugh.

hurry up.

i need a vacation.

....(:

WHAT DID YOU GET

AT WORK

TODAY????

(:

official

Bought my plane ticket to Cali today!!! Its official my friends I depart Thursday September 13th at 8:00p.m and will return Saturday September 22nd at 5:00 p.m. I can't remember the last time I was this excited!

So other than that today has consisted of nothing other Than a 7 hour work shift which I am STILL at but its fine with me because its super slow so I'm basically Getting paid to listen to bon iver, eat panda express and blog....so to say the least I am not complaining.  After work I am going to a friend of mines family BBQ....let's keep our first gets crossed that all goes well there!

Laters baby!

delish

 

do you know what this is?

its probably my new favorite dessert...EVER

its deep fried cheesecake from iggys!

i was introduced to this sin tonight...

kill me

i want more.

as of lately

first of all meet

THE ARCADIANS!

this is a band full of some of my pals!

they are seriously so so amazing!

matt: singer/guitarist

clark: keys

kasey?: bass

james: drums

matt has the most dreamy voice i think i have ever

heard, they are all so talented

i havent stopped listening to their CD!

these pictures were taken at the river bottoms

just yesterday they played a free show there

go look them up on itunes

or youtube

or facebook

seriously you will never regret it

and they recently won battle of the bands!

so proud of them

 clark^

truly incredibly talented kids

me&kenn watching the arcadians

me and kennedy went bowling...

and SUCKED!

haha wow could we have done any worse?!

oh well, oh well

mini cupcakes i made at work, so cute

super bored at work...

me and jake got 5 guys while we were working, DELISH!

and of course my letter from elder tebbs!

gah i seriously cried i was so happy!

i am so excited for him to get home already!

i want him back!

love and alaska

story time fellow bloggers!

this is the story of

 

my dear elder tebbs

a.k.a tommy tebbs

but i just call him big T

me and tommy actually met like 3 summers ago at lagoon!

me and dallas were there with her family

and we were standing in line for some ride

and tommy and some of his friends started hitting on us

and i ended up giving him my number

i was like...15 or barly 16 and he was 20!

cray

he was currently living in cali, playing basketball

but he soon moved to alpine to live with his

grandma, and to turn his life around

clean up, ya know?

but none the less we started talking and hanging out

and tommy tried to get me to like him time and time again

but i just wouldnt have it

i just wanted to be his friend

and once he accepted that we became the best of friends!

our first date we went to see inception

and we started talking about just our lives

and how quickly i opened up to him

and how honest i was with him about everything

was crazy to me! and he was the same way

we just put it all out there!

everything!

and we were in the exact same position in our lives

and because we were on the same boat

we became bonded for life!

we continued to hang out and then tommy made a big

decision

he decided to go on a mission

it took a lot of work for him to get out there

but he did it!

our last date we went to P.F Changs

with one of his friends and his girlfriend

and let me tell you that was the most amazing

meal i have ever had!

and it was just such a good night overall!

me and tommy

have spent many many days together

and have had many late night phone calls

i seriously love this boy so much

he is SO amazing

such a good guy

only 10 more months!

(: 

and now for the pictures

 

him and his dad

 

did i ever mention that he is an actor?

this is him filming on the set of

SAINT STREET

 

me tommy and chris at an owlz game

i love being short compared to them haha(:

 

we went golfing at provo beach resort

 

tommy, me and his dad

  

this was the last time i got to see him!

and this is me today when i got his letter!

i seriously burst into tears

i was so happy

then i started sobbing when i actually started reading it

this is a picture of a picture

that he sent me

he's one good lookin guy!

he is serving in anchorage alaska

only 10 more months...

XOXOXO

check her out

this is my dear beloved

and gorgeous friend kallie

and she is super talented

and all her lyrics

are INCREDIBLE!

check her out!(:

you win some, you lose some

Yet another successful summer night. I love how many new people I'm meeting outside high school. Its so nice to meet someone who knows nothing about you and you just have a clean slate with them. You can start all over and start being the person you want to. That may come off as being fake but to me its not...its nice to start fresh. Tonight I got set up...again but it went good this time! He is a returned missionary served in Africa and is attending uvu. It was so good to be around such good clean fun wholesome humor and activities cause yes I have seen the best of both worlds and I know where I would rather be. 

Once you stop chasing

The wrong things

You give the right things

A chance to

Catch up

And that my friends is the truth

You win some

And you lose some

You just have to learn from them all

HOO RAY!!!

 

thats right.

guess who's going to cali

this girl

september 13 till the 22

10 days of cali lovin!

i have been to cali

before but i was younger and i just went

to disney land and sea world

and some of the beach

and i drove there with my family

so this time is pretty different

im flying

which is a FIRST for me

yes i have never been on a plane

im not going with parents

im going with friends!

dream come true

i couldnt even believe my ears when

my parents said

"yeah sounds fun,

can you get work off?"

they didnt fight me on it at all!

im bursting with happiness

it is 4 weeks away

but that just gives me all the more time

to save up

 

beach

pier

L.A

swimming in the ocean

shopping

surfing

 

and thats just for starters

time..move faster for once!