took my dad lunch today and had a nice long talk with him.

 i feel so refreshed. 

so assured. 

its AMAZING how 

 

 a big fat 

AMEN 

to that

seriously OVERNIGHT

its like my life is somehow falling into place

im going in the right direction

i can see what i want

and i know how to get it

i know where im going

i know what im working for

i know how to succeed

and i know how to make something of myself

i just know that 

life is looking up

its tough

but

 

and that my friends is exactly what i did

i have to do me

its my time to be

selfish

you heard me.

selfish

i have to do things that will

benefit me in the long run

such as

get this better job

save for school

go to school

study

learn constantly

its like the heavens have parted

in my cloudy sky

and i can see everything now

 

i need to trust God

he knows better than i do

everything happens for a reason.