the old and wise

had a good

looooooonnnnnnnngggg

talk with my dad just barley

about kinda everything

i am so thankful for my parents

i am so blessed to have them

me and my dad are SO alike

its scary

im just so thankful for their understanding

and being non judgemental

and listening

and the advice they give me

i am thankful they dont get into my business

unless its to give me good advice

they are just so mature

they way the go about problems

and i know that sounds funny

but i know some parents

who get all wrapped up and

sucked into their kids drama

when its really not their place at all

im so thankful for the trials i have

but more importantly

for the people i have that go through 

those trials with me

my dad said something very interesting to me

he said that sometimes the

guardian angles we have

and sometimes the spirits giving us promptings

are our future children

that they could be the ones with us

telling us not to make that stupid choice

etc.

i believe that

and knowing that i feel more watched than

ever to make the right choice

if my very own kids are watching me

i should be making the right choices all the time

its really something to think about

and it just makes me want to be that much better

i already love my future husband

so so much i cant even put into words how much i love him

and even more so my future kids

oooohhh it seriously brings tears to my

eyes, i just love them to pieces

i want to be the best mother for them

and someday i will

i am so thankful for this gospel

no one is perfect

i am no where near perfect!

but just knowing that i can always be forgiven

even if it is for the same sin 

again and again and again

i will always be forgiven

and God will always love me

and accept me

i am just feeling very grateful tonight

for good friends

good advice

and the gospel

 

DON'T JUDGE ME

BECAUSE I SIN

DIFFERENTLY THAN YOU.