it feels good to wear clothes

so in my last post i informed you that my skin graft was not taking, monday i went to the doctor and he took a look at it he said that is completely normal it was only 10% that didnt take, he says everything is looking great! he also told me i do not need to wear a bandage on my shoulder anymore..that i can just wear my regular clothes on it...WHAT?! i feel SO vulnerable and naked! me and my mom looked at each other in shock! but i took his word on it...no more bandages for me! but i still try to hid it the best i can...with collard shirts because...it looks pretty gruesome and intense...no one wants to see that! especially if they have a weak stomach...like the other day me and zac went into iggys so i could get my pay check, we went up to the bar to talk to brock cause he is our good friend and he was like "show me your scar" i was like "seriously? there are people RIGHT there..EATING! you will loose business if they see this!" haha so we went into the back where EVERYONE came to take a look but they are alllll guys working there so they were just like wow thats gnarly..sweet..dang girl etc. but i cant even stand to look at it! at night i have to put this cream on it and i have to take breaks and sit down and take some deep breaths! bleh! anyway it feels good to wear normal clothes once again...but now i have the problem every morning of "ugh what do i wear?!" hahah i am also off my heavy narcotics so i can drive! yeee! haha aaannnnnddddd i got a new iphone! thanks mama! and today is my first day back at the sweet tooth fairy! i might cry...seriously i LOVE my job(s) sweet tooth is home to me! baking is just ma thang! and i cant wait to see all my employees! im so excited! so i will go to work now! (: