official...

as of today i OFFICIALLY live at the apartment.

got dal, and we loaded up my car {twice}

with all my clothes and such and we moved it all in!

my feelings on leaving the nest?

well..on one hand

>the reason i moved out TODAY is because me and my dad got in a fight last night

annnddd it didnt end so well.

>paying for my own...everything

>no more baby brother :(

> still no t.v or microwave or toaster!

but on the other hand!

>no curfew!

>no fighting with parents...well...less fighting i suppose

>no rules!

>i can do whatever thee hell i want

>freeeeeeeeeeeddommmm

>big girl 

>learning to be more independent

right now all this ^ the good stuff is what im trying to focus on

of course im going to miss my parents!

im gonna miss mom's home made food

spending so much time with my brother

having lots of my own space

im gonna miss my HOUSE

my room

my bathroom

my bedroom for a closet

my bedroom

and not having to pay for anything!

its gonna be hard

me and dallas arent always going to get along

im gonna be a broke lil girl sometimes!

im gonna get home sick even though i just moved like 3 blocks away

but ya know what.

Y O L O

these will be the times that i will tell my future children about

this is a HUGE part of my life that will define who i am

i dont like that im moving out on bad terms with my parents...that SUCKS.

i feel thrown out basically.

though they would agrue that.

my feelings...they always argue my feelings.

how i feel is wrong. ugh.

so torn.

but i have just got to

L I V E

I T

U P.