im not sure what to write about. i just want to write. i always blog late at night, well late for me, anytime after midnight is late to me. i just get SO restless at night, i refuse to get in bed till i can no longer physically function, till my eyes just cant open, and all my limbs have turned into mush, because i need to stay awake and keep my mind occupied or else i'll think...deeply. about stuff that i honestly DON'T want to think about....right now im thinking about school, summer is coming to an end and i have to go out into the world and make something of myself...but i'd rather not. i have about 5 different careers i want to pursue but im supposed to choose just one...or two, but i really just plan to marry an NBA star. for 2 reasons

1. they are TALL and if you've seen me..

then you know...just how tall i am 

cause i get reminded...daily.

as if i forget or something?

2. $$ yeah i went there. all my life i've been told

"marry for money"

-parents

sooo NBA players are pretty rich...

but until i meet my true, rich, famous love i've gotta do something right? massage therapy school? become a personal trainer? cosmetology? culinary school? great....in my dream world i would honestly model. but been there done that...then i got surgery and my shoulder was just too nasty to publish i suppose. sorry im not flawless. darn JUMBO scar. ruin my dreams. but hey! if i marry a famous NBA player maybe someone will accept me and my scar and let me model? oh future..come faster. any who im just a youngin and should enjoy being...young. and i am.  

great i have to go to the bathroom again, cause me and dallas went to SPARK its a RESTAURANT in provo and its super classy, i got the bottomless lemonade and had 4 glasses..and 2 waters...now every 10 minutes i have to use the bathroom, but im too tired to move so i guess i will just sit here till i HAVE to get up. im so tired. but not tired enough to torture myself by lying in bed and thinking deeply haha if only you knew my thoughts you'd be beggin to get out of my brain too!

im  really just blogging to have something to do so if your STILL reading this...way to be a trooper! i suppose i'll start blabbing about my summer, which has been spent in 3 main ways.

1. pool side, i LOVE the pool, i love the smell of chlorine, sunscreen, tanning oil, and bbq. everyone is happy. i love the feeling of burning hot sun on my skin and cool water(: awwwhh its therapeutic. 

2. camping. whenever possible my dad pack up the trailer and the family and hauls us off to where ever his heart desires. camping is great also, being away from everyone, fresh air, quiet, family time, everything about camping is great. i love my family. 

3. in my car, haha so many memories in my car, me and dallas drive...a lot, and meet LOTS of people while driving, its hilarious so we do it...regularly.

and thats my summed up summer. doesn't sound the greatest but it's been fun, can't complain. anyway my body is getting the best of me. it's time to head to bed! bed..speaking of bed...this morning i was in that state where you're sleeping but semi aware of whats happening around you? so there i was, warm and motionless when someone entered my room, "...great its dad" i dreadfully thought to myself thinking he would be coming in at some early hour to wake me and tell me all i had to do that day i felt someone sit on my bed "this is gonna take forever if he's sitting down, crrraaaapp" then i hear "mckayla, wake up" im still thinking its my dad so i dont say a thing..."mckayla i brought you treats" i think "why did my dad bring me treats...for breakfast?" so i say "what?  i need breakfast first" the voice says "you can eat breakfast first" then i realize this voice is not my fathers so i open one lazy eye very unwillingly to see blue eyes and blonde hair! its taylor awwhh!....then my brain says "WHAT?! TAYLOR!? in my room? i look like...a sleeping teenage girl...thats no good!" haha so i pull the covers up a bit higher which muffles my voice and makes anything im trying to communicate very difficult to understand. so taylor says "yeah i brought you treats" i say "what treats" into my blanket. he replies "a double fudge chocolate cupcake, red velvet cake bites, and the best biggest sugar cookies you will ever eat"  

what a sweetie! so i remain buried alive in my blankets hiding till he leaves, cause he has things to do and places to be haha it was a great start to my morning! how did YOUR morning start? not nearly as good as mine did im sure...just sayin(: well anyway OFF TO BED!