jitters

ggaaahhhh i am incredibly stressed lately!

its mostly my fault

im making a much bigger deal of things than i should

but with

vegas

packing for vegas (seriously stressing me out!!!)

my surgery

school

being sick

dance

training

friends

family

and work i am feeling over whelmed!

i am so excited for this mini vacation with some of the

funnest people i know i just wish i could stay 

for the full week and not just three lil days!

im lucky enough to be going so i can just shut up about that

but my upcoming surgery is really scaring me

i cant even pin point which part is the scariest

the surgery its self 

the fact i use my own skin as a band aid basically

the recovery

i dunno...im just nervous! 

how did i do this when i was two and it was so much worse!?

i guess i didnt have a choice then...because it needed to happen so i 

could...ya know...live! but this time

it is my choice! im putting myself through this

any who...i also have a terrible cold sore

which is driving me up the wall

its ugly, annoying, and it hurts!

booo

welp, hope you enjoyed my ramblings