hey im not dead! feels like i havent blogged FOREVER even though its just been a few days...anywho! just thought i would update those who read this!

• well skin graph numero dos is in t minus 22 days! and as of right now i am excited! cause my shoulder freaking kills! it feels like its on fire! its always really hot and hurts to move it too much and after working for 9 hours lifting all sorts of stuff it takes quite the toll on it and all i do is sleep after that

• i have my second interview for a job at a restaurant tomorrow! will i be a cook? a hostess? waitress? if i get the job i will let ya know but lets just say the manager was hitting on me...{i think im in}

• nothing is better than some home made chicken soup for lunch! thanks mama!

• christmas shopping has got to happen...now! me and my madre have got thursday reserved for that(:

• i am fully embracing this snow! {but i do hate that its cold} i have been sledding! and i am ready to SNOWBOARD! snowboard snowboard snowboard! im bummed i dont have a pass this year but my dad and i made a deal that as long as i am saving for college he will get me a pass to any resort every other weekend..fair enough! plus once i get surgery i cant board...durrr

• the other night when i was leaving work this man came up to me and asked me if i had a dollar to spare him because his car just ran out of gas and he had to get home to his family, he wasnt even wearing a jacket! i handed him $10 and he said "thank you so much i could kiss you right now!" then he wished me a merry christmas and we went on our seperate ways...moral of that story is it feels good to give, it made me feel SO good i still feel good about it! i wish i had tons of money on had all the time to hand out to those in need

• relating to that ^ in a way i have changed my major for college once again! i want to be a social worker! i was watching this show called drugs inc. its about different types of drug addicts/dealers i watch this show because its interesting for one but two it makes me so happy that i have never done drugs, never will! but while i watch it ALL i can think about is how badly i want to help them, i want to help these people get their lives together and be free from their addictions!  i either want to work in a drug rehab or just a social worker and help those who really need it because i LOVE helping people!

i think thats it for now!