Thursday, May 24, 2012

kinda numb

so much is happening so fast and at the moment...i just feel, nothing.
im GRADUATING in like...what 3-4 days..NO MORE HIGH SCHOOL
im MOVING OUT
im going to be living a WHOLE new life
i wont be surrounded by my family 24/7
i have to pay my own bills
im responsible for myself
no one can tell me what to do
those are BIG changes
i wouldnt say im scared but i wouldnt say im excited either...
im just kind of...ready to see how it all goes.
everyday i spend less and less time at school
today...a grand total of 30 minutes for dance
 i went, preformed my solo and left.
i cant stand school. i cant really stand the people there. 
thank goodness the immature dick heads are going on missions 
and will hopefully grow the heck up! 
and the most disgusting part of that is these guys going on missions 
a good half of them AREN'T WORTHY! 
are you kidding me? 
i have BEEN THERE! first hand and seen them 
DRINKING, 
SMOKING
 and talking about the sex they have had. 
and now your going on your mission? 
ok good luck with that. 
i cant wait to find the guy worthy of taking me to the temple and holding the priesthood. college...please big wonderful men in abundance. 
until then i will settle for my hoe-mance w/Dallas. haha

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