For Dallas

where do i begin? Dallas Louise Lyman is my best friend (obvi) ever since 7th grade! and she has seen it all with me. and she is STILL my friend ha WOW. this girl....is incredible. she has been my ROCK! when EVERYTHING in my life is spinning out of my control when im fighting with my family, stressing over school, crying over boys or stupid snitches at school or WHATEVER the HECK it may be she has remained the same. dallas is THEE best friend. ever. no your bestie doesn't even compare. AT ALL. dallas is there for me 24/7 once i climbed through her kitchen window at 6 in the morning because i needed her. or i've come to her house at 2 am because i needed her.and she is just there. always. she is more than my friend dallas is part of me! we think the same, say the same thing at the same time, finish each others sentences, speak with only looks or just words that dont even form a complete sentence. we have grown together...thinking back to 7th grade and who we were then to who we are now we are completely different! but we grew up together we made it through jr. high and now we have made it through high school side by side, we have shed many tears together from sadness, disappointment but we have shed more tears of laughter together. dallas is hilarious, with out fail when ever we hang out we have a new inside joke we have MILLIONS! every day a new memory is made. i do everything with dallas! EVVVEERRRRYYYTTHHHIINNNGGGG! especially shop! i refuse to shop with anyone else. just dal haha(: dallas is a great supportive friend, she comes to my dance concerts and back when i played softball she came to those games as well. she is always cheering me on and that means a lot to me. 

side note: this will be a very scatterbrained post because i have so much i want to say all at once, follow along if you can.

anyway, ROCK, rock is the best way for me to describe dallas, she has held me together these past two years....these past two years have been filled with some of the hardest challenges i have ever had to face. and i have always been able to run to dallas. i know i can always turn to her when im sad and she will make me smile and laugh and forget all the pain she has that effect on people. or if i just need to cry i can go to her and let my walls down and just let it out! mostly dallas has been my band aid....i have been broken hearted again...and again....and again these past two years, losing two boyfriends i love so much...thats always hard! come on now but she was there for me though when i had those boyfriends i didnt see her as much she still let me cry on her shoulder and she still ate hella junk food with me and watched chick flick all night with me. then bekki passed away...and i thought i would just die as well my heart has 

NEVER EVER....EVER 

been broken so bad so shattered so lost so torn apart i just thought....i cant make it through this. no way, in hell. and dallas was always by my side when i would suddenly burst into tears and just collapse onto the floor she picked me up and just cried with me. dallas just understand me, we dont need words anymore i swear just looks and feelings and we communicate. for bekki's funeral we played "hear you me" on guitar and sang we practiced and practiced and we were pretty confident with it...then it was the day of her funeral and it was our turn to walk up to the stand....my heart was just POUNDING i thought it would jump out of my chest and my knees were shanking i looked down at bekki's casket and i thought i CANT i just CANT but then i looked to dallas, though im sure she wasnt she seemed calm and put together and she looked at me i found the strength in me to make it through that song...knees shaking, heart pounding and everything then when it was over and we sat down we just leaned on each other, buried our faces in our hands and bawled our eyes out. dallas IS ....i am honestly crying right now....i am so thankful and so blessed to have dallas in my life if i didnt have someone so patient and so caring and SO GENUINE as her i would be a lost cause. people have come and gone but she has always stayed she has watched me cry as people have left...ha she has watched me cry a lot....but her always being there for me ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS has made me a better person, she puts me in my place when needed, she lifts me up, she makes me feel good about myself, she makes me want to be a better person. and this isnt even like an eighth of what i could be saying about her im just losing it over here and i just want to go see her now! dallas....i just want you to know i LOVE you with all my heart, i would die for you i would do anything for you and i need you around i need you to keep holding me together you know me, you know my heart, you know everything about me! you are such a beautiful person inside and out dont ever change dont ever let anyone tell you differently you are so beautiful dallas so so stunning and beautiful your a girl dime! haha and you are so smart and so strong and so pure! you are so full of love and you are so wonderful and just perfect! im so glad i get to spend so much time with you and call you my best friend what did i ever do to deserve you!? i wish you success and the very best in life no matter what happens between us. you deserve the world dall on a silver platter. 

i love you.