i suck at...

being single.

 im just going to come out and say it. i hate being single. i really do. ever since SEVENTH GRADE i have had a boyfriend. thats 6 years! and my last 2 relationships were a year and a half long...each. the only thing stopping those relationships were lds missions. which i fully support and understand so im not complaining too much about it. ha. anyway back on track i dont like being single cause i hate dealing with multiple guys! seriously...they just wanna "get some" or play games and i dont like that stuff. im a one man type of girl! but homie hopping is a close second? no just kidding. i really DONT know how to be single when it comes to interacting with guys...we start flirting then they think they can kiss me? sorry i gave you a hug but that doesnt mean you can shove your tongue down my throat now! right...? bleh! i just like relationships and i think being in love is the BEST feeling ever. but right now with all thats going on in my life and where i want to go being single is in the cards for me for a while...i guess i could stay away from guys but thats no fun! i just cant win you see...heck i dont want a boyfriend i want my HUSBAND! yeah...where is he!? thats all...