have no fear im not sharing my new years resolutions because...well its not like you really care, just sayin. but it HAS been a while since i have blogged! whats new? well i've been trying to get some snowboarding in...but there is no snow...and i just got off christmas break, so back in school...good thing i have super easy classes so its not a big deal to me, i worked EVERYDAY of christmas break basically, eh, but hey cant complain about the paychecks.
now time for a totally random subject change..right after you listen to this song! cause it relates.
why do boys have it so easily? they can do whatever they want, they get away w/it all, no consequences but its not like that for girls...ooohhh no.
its so annoying, and if we question anything or bring up something that is bugging us, suddenly were "jealous and a drama queen" oh really? sorry for having feelings and opinions.
thats how i feel lately, if your following my drift at all, im just sick of not being able to put out my feelings with out seeming jealous, insecure, or dramatic, cause really its none of the above "i only want to be wanted by you" as jesse james would put it and further into that (for me) is i want you to want only me as well.
im only 17 a young one yes i am but.. i just want to find the guy who loves only me and will take me to the temple to get married and we can just live together no drama just us living happily ever after! i just want that someone already, maybe arranged marriages at a young age weren't such a bad idea??
this is another venting blog...because im not sure how many people really read this anyway so its kind of like my journal..sometimes. anyway thats all!
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