forgiveness

so my last post was about the suck part of my life but with in the last what 2 hours? i have just been thinking of everything i do have and all the amazing people that are in my life. i have been praying SO much today for everything! i have just seen how many wonderful things i have in my life and the good people. lets start off with my young womens leader sister bateman. this woman is my inspiration...she is hands down the most selfless, giving, wonderful, caring, spiritual woman i have ever EVER had the pleasure to know. every time she gives a lesson i cry, she always has the spirit with her and her lessons are always JUST what i need i can always apply and pay attention to what she has to say i could swear her lessons are just for me. she is like a friend to me i know i can open up to her and she wont judge, she is so forgiving and understanding and a genuine person i love her with all my heart. also my parents, wow...i am so lucky and blessed to have the parents i do, they are ALWAYS looking out for me and they think about my problems before their own, they have the best advice and though i dont always listen they are right in the end. my mother....she is just forgiving and i am so thankful for that that i have a mom who no matter what i do no matter what trouble i cause she will just forgive me and if i make that mistake 12 more times she forgives me just as easily she is so loving its like no one can do any wrong in her eyes she just loves everyone and has something good to say about everyone and she is always giving, giving her time, her attention, her money, her food and her everything to everyone else she is selfless. she is such a good example to me. i want to be just like her. my dad...he has experienced so much so he always  tries to relate to me and i am a lot like him, he is so smart he always teaches me new things and he is just as forgiving...today i am just SO thankful for forgiveness, not everyone forgives but the important people in my life do, my family, my good friends, those i love and most importantly my heavenly father. im overwhelmed with how blessed i am right now. all these wonderful people in my life and there are so many more! my brother...my sweet sweet brother who is my best friend, he has seen all my mistakes, he hears them all and he just tells me "dont forget who you are, your a daughter of god and its ok to mess up its ok your not perfect i love you no matter what" he always has something good to say about everyone as well and he always has my back. im so lucky i have a forgiving and understanding family because i am not perfect at all and they understand that i have done things that have really hurt my family and they forgive me because thats just what you do when you love someone as much as you love your family they know the kind of person i am because they raised me and they raised me right if you ask me. i love you family. thank you for all you do and your patience and forgiveness. it means the world to me.