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You always miss a best friend. And I want mine back.....

public puking

yup.

 i threw up. 

in public. 

kind of. 

here is what went down. 

so i work out with a trainer 

{dave, d-stro} 

and today at training we had 

BIGGEST LOSER D-STRO ADDITION. 

everyone split up into teams 

and we all competed in challenges.

 might i add that today i worked out with 

the uvu mens track team...intimidating much?!

 and i was the only girl...

other than carrie, dave's wife. 

so my team is killin it! 

and i was chosen for our running challenge, 

our training facility is in the pinnacle building 

down by wal mart in orem 

and ya know that huge hill that runs from wal mart up to the mall? 

yeah well we had to run 

TO THE TOP OF IT...

AND BACK! 

that was my challenge...seriously? 

we had everyone at the bottom to cheer us on 

which helped a lot. 

so i run to the top...

well sprint...

then slow down to a rather pathetic jog 

make it to the top and run back down 

[i wasnt even last! ...more like 4th] 

and it was FETCHING HOT OUTSIDE MIND YOU! 

so we finish and are standing outside 

talking on the corner of this busy street 

and out of NO WHERE

 i just run to the curb 

bend over and puke..

.in front of my team mates, wal mart, and traffic....super cute? 

ugh kill me it was awful!

 have you ever thrown up cause you ran SO HARD?! 

and after that my work out wasnt even over!

 carrie made me work out abs with her 

cause she just had her second baby....

after training i was seriously glued to my couch...

i just barley got off...only to blog. 

is it possible to wake up with a 6 pack? 

cause i swear i just might! 

anyway other than that i was having a rough time 

at work today..

.i burned 3 trays of cookies,

 made a batter we didnt need, 

and my frosting was terrible! 

i was not on my best game today. 

but it has been a pretty good day, 

not much to complain about(:

everyone needs a friend

so there is this girl, her name is kennedy. i have known her since 8th grade. we have always been friends, and over the years have often found ourselves throw together being shunned by everyone else. kennedy is the one who set me up with on of my ex boyfriends {scott} me and kennedy go way back basically. she is not perfect. she does things that drive me up the wall and such but everyone is that way. we always find ourselves going through extremely similar if not the exact same things. me and kennedy have been on and off friends...we have never been in a fight we just go through phases where we hang out a lot then not at all and so on. so one day, last month or so, i was at work and i got a call from her, that went like this

m: hello?
k: hey i was just a bekki's grave and i got a really strong impression to call you
m: ...oh thats weird
k: is everything ok?
m: {thinking to myself, when has anything been ok lately?} uhmm yeah im fine
k: are you sure?
m: *starts crying* nothing is okay
k: whats going on?
m: can we catch up over lunch sometime?
k: yeah just text me
m: k sounds good....and thanks for calling
k: i just really felt like i needed to call you
m: well i could use a friend right now
k: no kidding, me too
m: i gotta go, i will text you
k: k bye

and ever since then we've been on again. the nice thing about kennedy is we are seriously so alike, especially when it comes to boys and girl friends. we are just going through so much of the same stuff! i can tell her anything and she can relate me. its nice to have a girl friend again. and she is the friend i am going with to cali in 16 days! we both really need a girls trip. seriously kennedy has been such a blessing to me right now, she has let me pour my heart and soul out to her, she has truly been so great, i am so thankful for her, one sunday night she came and picked me up and we just drove for hours and hours talking and crying and it all lead back to bekki, and that day kennedy was at her grave and felt like she should call me. so we went and saw bekki and we KNEW bekki lead us together, that we needed each other, me and kennedy have been facing the same trials and we are trying to stick together and become the people we want to...and its so much easier to do that when you have someone who knows all the details, someone who can be your personal cheerleader, and all that good stuff. i know god hears our prayers. because i have been praying my heart out for a friend, for someone to care and understand me. and now i finally do. i love you kennedy, thanks for always being a good friend. 16 days and we will be in cali! i cant wait!

feebe the ford suckus

my car struggs like NONE OTHER! seriously. its not even funny how mad i am right now. when i first got my car like two years ago for christmas it would die whenever i hit a bump, do you know how often your car hits a bump? no freaking kidding. so me and my dad found the problem with that and fixed it ourselves. then just this summer it started to just out of no where start chugging, and puttering then DIE whenever it was hot outside. its always too hot outside its freaking summer! and i would have to pull over, let it cool off for like 5 minutes then start all over again and it would do that...all the way home from provo or worse salt lake and on top of that my ball joints are going out, and something else in the front end keeps making a scary clunking noise as well! so me and my dad take it to our good friend jeff who used to be the top dog at cleggs {some other car place we always take our cars to} so jeff has had it for a while...and he keeps thinking he has fixed it...this is the THIRD time i have gone down to "pick up my car cause its now ready" i take it for a drive aaannnnndddd its still clunking and he broke my gas gauge! ARE YOU KIDDING ME!?!?!?!? he never fixes my car, it comes back to me with a new problem every time, and ITS SOOO dirty when he gives it back and he uses all my gas! what an ass hole! im furious. i just want my car back. in perfect...er condition. what a joke. like i am extremely grateful for my car, its not the best thing no but it gets me where i need to be, it does its job for the most part and i am lucky enough to have a car of my own that my parents bought for me, i dont take it for granted at all i am just so sad and mad that its having problems...i swear i will drive like a grandma if i could just get it back!!! :(  

flattered & 20 things

tonight i was at the provo mall, attending a movie with some pals when this girl came up to me who i didnt know but she told me she loves my blog and reads it all the time! it was AWESOME! i felt so cool, seriously so we chatted up a bit and she suggested i do a post about 100 things about me. so here it is! but not 100 things...lets do like 20? i will post 20 things that i think you may not already know about me from reading my blog...something like that ..

>1. i am a die hard chocolate addict
>2. i work out 2-4 time a week with a person trainer who will be the death of me...seriously. him or the chocolate...
>3. i am 5'8''
>4. english is my favorite school subject but i dont apply it to my blog, clearly
>5. i hate salad...leafy greens in general, they give me hives
>6. i love all music except opera, blue grass, some jazz, and screamo
>7. i have the worst luck with phones...ever.
>8. my brother is my best friend...and sometimes people think we are a couple
>9. i love to read
>10. i am IN love with my job, i am a baker at the sweet tooth fairy, i know i talk about it a lot but its because i seriously love it, i love the work, everyone i work with, the customers, everything
>11. sometimes people think i am a different race because of my dark skin and hair and light eyes, its just called a tan, and hair dye. i am Swedish. but i tell people i am Chilean or something like that.
>12. i burned my left shoulder when i was 2, got 1,2, and 3rd degree burns, and a skin graph. the skin was taken from my upper left thigh, i got surgery on it again 2 years ago. its a big gnarly scar and i make up tons of stories about it. but thats the truth! ^ am i self conscious about it? yes and no...sometimes i think its cool sometimes i think its ugly.
>13. i am a daddys girl all the way, me and my mom may as well live in different galaxies
>14. i am a lover not a fighter
>15. i love reality t.v
>16. my middle name is LaVee after my great grandma. i wish it was my first name so when i meet new people i tell them that is my name sometimes
>17. i love fashion and shopping and all that good stuff, dont be surprised if this suddenly turns into a fashion blog
>18. i love playing sports, all sports, i love being active
>19. my secret to staying skinny and working as a pastry baker IS.....luck. i love food. i love sweets. i love eating yet i havent gained weight since my sophomore year in high school. but i like to think that dave {my trainer} is the real secret. maybe he is? i have no clue.
>20. my dream jobs are VS model, pro snowboarder, stay at home mom, personal trainer, entrepreneur. all so different. 

as of lately>>>

taking feeb's to the car wash

chicken & gnocchi soup TO GO

from olive garden

i LOVE this stuff 

kyle separated his shoulder at football :(

he is still a stud

my dogs are cooler than yours

plus i bet they smell worse

clearly budwiser is adorbs!

if you are reading this blog

than...

I LOVE YOU!

kennedy, jef, jaden, myself, and lance

at Utah State's crimson night party

it was SIIICCKKK 

college dances are about 17492875927x

better than high school ones hands down

but girls kept trying to recruit me into their sororities

i was like for the MILLIONTH time

I DO NOT EVEN GO HERE!

it was pretty cool though

and these guys^^^

studs.

all of them.

i guess they all served together

on their missions

or something like that

but they were all just the nicest guys

and were watching out for us girls

all night long, saving us from

old college creeps 

oh the people i have met lately..

so much fun!

but i seriously LOVE these guys

they are so so amazing

plus

{katie ashby}

the guy i am hugging

his name is lance

he reminds me SOOOOOO

much of Devin!

you would have to see him in person

but he reminds me of him SO MUCH

it was nuts i had to ask if he was related

or knew Dev

plus

more flowers for this lucky lady(:

do ya think he is into me or what?!

 

and last but not least

CALI IS IN 18 DAYS!

no freaking shiz

i am so excited!!!

Th Th Th Thursday

woke up and went to work for 7 hours

 worked by myself the WHOLE time!

 which was good cause i was crazy busy the whole time, 

but thats how i like it.

 then i came home and my mom tells me

 my brother is in the ICU

 i flip around i go right back out the door 

and call my dad. 

so at football practice...

on the first play

 he got smashed

 by two players 

and separated his right shoulder 

:( ugh at least no broken bones...right? 

poor kid. 

then i went off roading and bowling

with ma buddy survival B! haha

we made a bet for...crap

we never finished the bet but whoever won

gets...something?

so were bowling im at like 75

and he just finished his last frame at 92

and i am up again and i bowl

a strike which knocks me up to 93 somehow

and i win

wtf?

but YAY! hahaha

it was killah

happy thrusday everyone!