Monday, October 29, 2012

my life is boring?

and by boring i mean routine? its basically the same everyday 

wake up
get ready...[put hair up, put shoes on, grab quick breakfast]
go to work
work for hours
come home
eat 
clean
get ready for training
go to training
walk like a duck to car afterwards cause im so freaking sore
come home
eat
actually get ready for the day so i dont look like a zombie
hang out with whomever 
sleep
repeat

but every other day rotates between training and dance

i love all these things my job, training, dance, my family, and friends i guess im just wanting
to change it up a bit? im not sure how but hey VEGAS IN 3 WEEKS! now that will be a change!
and after vegas my next big thing will be paragliding! yuuupp, been wanting to do it for sometime now
baaahhh time for training 
today is arms and shoulders...yeeee!?

Thursday, October 25, 2012

2 months - 10lbs = healthy lady

yup! im just gonna start off by saying im not fat, and i know i am not i am 5'8'' and have maintained a weight of 110 all throughout high school basically i ate whatever i wanted but i did exercise i had a dance class, a weight training class, and i work out with a personal trainer. but let me tell you taco bell and mcdonalds were regulars! but since high school i have started putting on that "freshman 15" and gaining weight is a fear of mine! a legit fear! this stupid freshman 15! it came from eating out, not working out, dates, my job as a baker, stress and whatever else you can think of! i was becoming disgusting! my face started breaking out, i was tired all the time yada yada ya! all of it! and just i was just sick of it! this is NOT me this is NOT who i want to be! i have put ON 10 pounds! so yes i was 120 {healthy weight for my height i guess but it wasnt good weight it was fat!} i dont care about my weight as much as i care about how comfortable i am with how i look and i just wasnt! ANYWAY i decided i would start with baby steps and do just one healthy thing a week
1: water water water i cut out soda mtn. dew and dr. pepper are my boyfriends...but we had to break up! if i was going to eat fast food i wasnt going to get a soda too, i also drank a 16 oz bottle of freezing cold water every hour because it helps you feel full, hydrates you, and your body burns calories just trying to make the temperature of it lower...[didnt really know how to phrase that but you get what i mean]

2: after that i just cut out fast food and that was HARD i am on the go go go! and fast food is just so convenient and yummy! and awful for you! it was so hard for me in fact i am still not doing so well with this one but i have cut it down to once a week!

3: eat breakfast, i would rather sleep than eat most days, i have TO BE AT WORK at 7 in the morning sometimes earlier...its awful so i sleep as long as i can then i run out the door with out breakfast which leads to the fast food or eating what i bake! so i started waking up earlier to make sure i can get something of a breakfast or something quick like scrambled eggs, yogurt, granola bars, whatever it was i tried to make sure it was as healthy as possible

4: just recently i found out that if like me you crave greasy fatty foods substitute those bad foods with protein! i have been eating lots and lots of eggs lately! and its true! mcdonalds i crave your mcdouble no more!

5: gym time, yup, you've gotta do it but you dont have to go to the gym! i do work out with a personal trainer because he gives me that extra push, he motivates me beyond my own belief and i enjoy his company he gives me lots of great advice and corrects my technique, but outside that i am still working out everyday as of right now, yeah...everyday all i do on my off days is go on pinterest find a work out and do it! they dont have to be super hard and you dont have to run 2 miles or anything like that its great! yay for pinterest! sometimes i just blast music when im home alone and i dance like a freak for a while...and thats enough for me!

by doing all of these things just one week at a time and sticking to them i have seriously lost 10lbs, cleared up my skin completely, toned my body and i feel amazing! and all of these things are kinda common sense anyone could tell you this! so if your wanting to lose weight just stick to it and it will come off much faster than you think! 

Tuesday, October 23, 2012

a week in pictures

Book on Tapeworm, at the Velour with Clark(: AMAZING CONCERT!


golfing with my daddy....i suck.
meet sammy sosa, my dog > yours

gettin in the mood for halloween! tis the season!
cornbellys with this gem (:
she wasnt sure what was happening...still a cutie
pumpkin picking!!!!! oh i LOVE fall activities!
pumpkin carving
girls {mckayla and diana} vs boys {zac and cody}
gettin a bit into it eh?
the girls pumpkin, we won!
my trainer gave me this to do today..i wanted to cry, so does my body, but here is a good work out for ya readers!
nothing like a BEAUTIFUL walk up the canyon on a sunday(: enjoying every second of fall
and thats all everybody! have a great tuesday!

Wednesday, October 17, 2012

where is she going now...?




any idea what all that is?
its vegas
its the famous aria hotel
its the second nicest room the have
AND
it is going to be my life for three glorious days
november 17-19
free EVERYTHING
no lie
free ticket
free room
free food
and a chauffeur
this is happening
and im squirming with excitement!
30 days people!!!!

VEGAS HERE I COME....
in a month..

AAAHHHHHH :D 

Tuesday, October 16, 2012

reflecting

so i was reading through my blog, like i do every now and again, sometimes i smacked my forehead for the stupid things i said but hey, thats what i was thinking then. anyway after i was done reading i thought to myself....wow, i have been through some tough things, A LOT of these things i didnt blog about because i just cant find the right words sometimes, writing it out wont do what im going through justice....im just not that good with my words but i wish i was. basically i have gone through so many different types of losses the loss of a boyfriend, the loss of a best friend to death, the loss of other friends to stupid fights, the loss of relationships with family members but i look at myself and i am proud of who i am, i may not have more friends than i can count on one hand and two of those friends i seriously consider are my dogs but i am just proud of myself, that i am not in some hole that so many times i wish i was in, that i have made it through the tear filled, heart wrenching, longest, coldest, loneliest nights and im not trying to come across as "look at me i am so strong blah blah blah" im writing this for myself, its my personal pat on the back that i can read when i go through something else that is hard, cause thats life, and its unfair, and it sucks, but you have to make the most of it, and you cant let the bad outweigh the good, you have to live it up, try everything once, accept those around you and the things you cant change. you have to embrace new and go with the flow sometimes. i know that i live day to day with bekki in mind, i try to live by her attitude about life which i just explained, the thought of bekki brings me to my knees and tears to my eyes everytime....her death has been the most life changing thing for me, and i am thankful i had dallas and tiffany with me through those first few months, especially at her funeral....it means a lot to me.....as much as i wish i could stay and blog out every thing i am thinking there are things to do and places to be right now.

Saturday, October 13, 2012

call me creepy

first of all pardon her language
but watch this video
 

girl crushes..RIGHT!?
i agree 1000000%
i have girl crushes!
i have a girl crush on jenna ^
shes the funniest girl ever!
i watch her videos every wednesday
shes the shiz!!
but today i was creepin around on insta
started following this girl
...
found her blog
...
read it all
...
and BAM
...
i have a girl crush on this complete stranger
...
but its ok!
seriously i will post the link or whatever to her
blog go read it 
you will love her too!
she is BEAUTIFUL!
she as a hottie hubby
who plays basketball professionally
they live in MOTHER FREAKIN FRANCE!
they are a dynamic duo
shes been a dancer her whole life
their wedding
mind blowing
just them!
im in love with them!


how could you not be?
anyway...thats all
dont act like im a creepy freak
you have your secret girl crushes too!
everyone wants carrie underwoods legs
or megan fox's face
or whatever!
embrace it.

Friday, October 12, 2012

the three R's

RANTS, RAVES, AND RANDOMS

RAVES:
- went on a hike with my friend ploeger up to stewart falls, it was SO beautiful and it was the perfect hike not too incredibly long its fall so the weather and scenery was fantastic, afterwards he took me to zupas (never been before, sue me) but it was mighty delicious! kudos zupas.
-my dearest pal zachary shane let me do the unthinkable, the unmentionable, the forbidden task of....driving his precious truck, this thing is huge, the door handle is above my head i am 5'8'' we were hanging out and we had to go to his shop to make sure the lights got turned off and when we were heading out the door he asked if i wanted to drive his truck...i thought he was kidding but he insisted! i denied and denied because i was scared to drive it honestly but he basically forced me to. it went well. check that off my bucket list or something? first girl to drive his truck since it has been lifted...i think i need a ribbon or something? but the picture will suffice.
oh you fancy huh?
leaves are a fallin!
beauty
matching shoes!!! love it.
gorg.
andrew ploeger, he fell 3 times on our hike (ahahhahahahah!!!)
i love my work out shoes.girl power!
what a fantastic date!
it got dark so fast

PROOF! oh man i love this picture   

RANTS:
-one night me and my brother kyle decided to hit up starbucks....and farrs ice cream but before we even got to farrs i discovered i had locked my keys in my car...thank goodness the spare was there! i swear i dont even remember putting it back...oh well kyle to the rescue! i love this boy more than...well life itself 
-its that time of the month...and i just cried watching the voice......sometimes it was cause i was so happy and amazed by their preformances and other times i was so sad because of their tough backgrounds or because they didnt make it to the next round when i wanted them to and once i think i cried because adam is so DANG attractive. oh geeze. its time for a bubble bath mckayla..
-kyle separated his shoulder...again! during another football game :( its swollen up so much poor guy no more football for him...ever.

RANDOMS:
-landons mission farewell is on sunday :( now whos gonna take me to haunted houses?
-i have two halloween cakes to make at work tomorrow...i dont know if im excited or nervous, they are pretty detailed
-i get to see my sissy katie tomorrow! cheech time shopping in SLC 
-i am also hanging out with my favorite red head clark! yay i missed that talented boy, he plays the keys for THE ARCADIANS! GO CHECK THEM OUT NOW! then and only then will your life be complele
-its pouring rain, i have the house to myself, i like this(: